It has been a terrible year for me. I don’t know if it’s been a good one or bad but one thing is for sure, I learned a lot this year.
I am thankful to 2016 because this year gave me A LOT of memories. And that includes my JS Prom which I hated at first but enjoyed it afterwards. I also accomplished some achievements and one of those is I moved up from junior high school to senior high. Of course, problems are always there — problems that gave me life realizations which led me to what I am now. A stronger and wiser me. This year, I realized that it doesn’t matter who comes into your life, what matters is the people who stayed. Another realization is “It’s okay not to be okay.” Y’know, it’s okay to be sad and feel bad about something as long as you’re thinking of a way to overcome it. Stay positive. “It’s always a choice to be happy.” -Janina Vela, a youtuber. She mentioned that in one of her vlogs and since then, I kept it in my mind. This year was my “finding myself year” and I am so happy for what I’ve been through. I’m still on progress in finding myself, tho. I’ve been lost but found also. There will be a time in your life when you don’t know what to feel, what is right and who’s real. There was a lot of confusions. I lost but gained also. I lost food and gained pounds haha lol. Seriously, I lost friends but gained, too! Some friendships were broken but there are ones that’s been reconciled. This year was the year when I welcomed new people in my life and entered a different environment and I am happy about that.
This year was full of adventures and discoveries. We went to a lot of places we are not familiar with, and discovered things we never knew before. It was overwhelming during the process. It was hard and tbh, I was afraid. But I realized, there’s nothing wrong in trying.
Last day, I watched Moana and learned something that I could apply to myself:
KNOW WHAT YOU WANT AND WHO YOU WANNA BE THEN TAKE THE RISK TO PURSUE IT.
Aaaaand that wraps my 2016!!! Thank You, Lord for a tough year that passed and a new year that’s about to come. ❤️ Thank you to all of the people who’s been part of it, the people who’s with me in good times and in bad, to the new friends I met. To my bestfriends, who accepted me for who I am, though we’re not talking a lot, I love you all! 💕 All the peace and love for 2017!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR! 🎆🎉💗